Today, I have been very lucky. I work for company via an agency and today that company said that some of the agency staff were to be let go... It was horrible to see people coming out of offices and crying... it made tension in the air and rumours of whole agency let offs. Luckily when I was told, it was news that was laced with good intentions but it could be bad in the future if we do not continue to perform. Which means I know have to work my ass even harder than I already do (I am a good employee and I work incredibly hard. Obviously doing something wrong). Tomorrow I have to walk in with a smile on my faces (because they check attitudes) and pretend all is ok. In theory it should be (for now) but one of my friends was let go, including some others which I just feel dreadful for. I ended up in tears with my friend since she's been there for a while with me, which I could not control but felt selfish for doing so since I have still got a job.
I feel for my manager, whose last day is tomorrow (through her own choice and before this all kicked off) she was so upset but I hoping her office which I decorated and the gifts we have got her will give her a bit of cheer.
Sorry for the poor writing but as you can probably tell - I couldn't care less right now.
That's all I have for you... maybe I can rant about Mums I hate (just like Katie Hopkins, except she's the only mum I hate)
Wednesday 22 January 2014
Monday 13 January 2014
First week back at work
Well, I haven't updated as normal. No surprises to any of my regular readers (1 - 3 of them that is).
So last Monday I started back at work, I basically did nothing. I had no access to anything and you cannot do anything in my job without access. It was a blur really and feels like I haven't left which in away I am glad because I think it would make it so much harder otherwise. Don't get me wrong, a few things have changed but nothing I can't handle. I have remained optimistic even though I keep getting negative things happen, but again I don't want to write about those things. Nothing against the world but I have people that I speak to. One good thing about work, they have me covering a supervisor for 2 weeks which is funny since I have been off for 7 months! (I am just that good, obviously...)
My weight loss is going well, I guess! I am eating well (ish) and I am up to date with exercise.
Being organised (ish) is going well, I am on top of my friends babyshower but I feel let down by the people as they don't reply - I wish you could send electric shocks through computers!
Joshua is getting back into the swing of things, but he isn't sleeping well... not sure why but if he is grumpy we send him bed earlier!
Harry (my baby) is now around 7 months and he is becoming a cheeky little boy! He has had visits to the childminder (which he loves) and sometimes I come home and he rejects me for my other half... feels great....
Enough of that! I am done writing for today
Oh, my dream last night was weird! (Nothing new) There was a talking Turkey, which joined my friends I for dinner. We all knew we had to pluck it, kill it and then eat it. I dibs not doing the first bit but I said I would rip it to pieces afterwards to get all the meat off...
So last Monday I started back at work, I basically did nothing. I had no access to anything and you cannot do anything in my job without access. It was a blur really and feels like I haven't left which in away I am glad because I think it would make it so much harder otherwise. Don't get me wrong, a few things have changed but nothing I can't handle. I have remained optimistic even though I keep getting negative things happen, but again I don't want to write about those things. Nothing against the world but I have people that I speak to. One good thing about work, they have me covering a supervisor for 2 weeks which is funny since I have been off for 7 months! (I am just that good, obviously...)
My weight loss is going well, I guess! I am eating well (ish) and I am up to date with exercise.
Being organised (ish) is going well, I am on top of my friends babyshower but I feel let down by the people as they don't reply - I wish you could send electric shocks through computers!
Joshua is getting back into the swing of things, but he isn't sleeping well... not sure why but if he is grumpy we send him bed earlier!
Harry (my baby) is now around 7 months and he is becoming a cheeky little boy! He has had visits to the childminder (which he loves) and sometimes I come home and he rejects me for my other half... feels great....
Enough of that! I am done writing for today
Oh, my dream last night was weird! (Nothing new) There was a talking Turkey, which joined my friends I for dinner. We all knew we had to pluck it, kill it and then eat it. I dibs not doing the first bit but I said I would rip it to pieces afterwards to get all the meat off...
Sunday 5 January 2014
Just a few things
So I have been a bit absent (although that is no surprise, I am a bit rubbish at writing theses posts) but I have been rather busy! Christmas is always a busy period for everybody, but on boxing day I had to take my two children to my mums (which is over 100 miles away). We stayed for 9 days, which was great but ever so tiresome. Normally I don't tend to stay more than 7 but I had to this time (however I cannot say why, just in case). It was lovely though, we had our mini Christmas over there and I was forced to celebrate new years (normally I am a sleep in bed because it is just another day). Overall I had a nice time but I am glad to be home (as much as I miss my family, my life is over this side of the country)
Tomorrow is my first day back at work in about 7 months, I have been off on Maternity leave and I am struggling to be at home plus the money is awful! I am actually feel extremely nervous (not really sure why) it has me on edge but I will just deal with it as I always do.
I really wanted to make a bigger post but I honestly don't feel like I can, I have a lack of motivation and I feel rather tired. But here are a few things I need to do this year!
Plan and be organised, I have a baby shower to plan and at the moment I feel a bit disorganised. I also just want to be a bit more organised in life and I want to be tidier too. Loose weight (although I am not sure how long this will last as I need something to motivate me). Just be happy, I figured there is enough negative things in the world - why do I have to be that way! Ok so I wont be happy 24/7 but I am going to try my hardest!!!!
That's all I can manage tonight!
Tomorrow is my first day back at work in about 7 months, I have been off on Maternity leave and I am struggling to be at home plus the money is awful! I am actually feel extremely nervous (not really sure why) it has me on edge but I will just deal with it as I always do.
I really wanted to make a bigger post but I honestly don't feel like I can, I have a lack of motivation and I feel rather tired. But here are a few things I need to do this year!
Plan and be organised, I have a baby shower to plan and at the moment I feel a bit disorganised. I also just want to be a bit more organised in life and I want to be tidier too. Loose weight (although I am not sure how long this will last as I need something to motivate me). Just be happy, I figured there is enough negative things in the world - why do I have to be that way! Ok so I wont be happy 24/7 but I am going to try my hardest!!!!
That's all I can manage tonight!
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